Angela’s
log pile.
Angela
sighed as she stepped out the door into the cold winter night. There
was a full moon shining brightly casting long shadows from the
outbuildings. A movement caught her eye. In the corner of one of
the buildings was a large black cat. The shadow it cast gave it a
long, lean appearance. She stepped forward and her movement startled
the animal. The cat leapt up onto the wall of the garden and
disappeared into the dark shadows beyond.
Swiftly
and silently and owl flew overhead, not a single solitary sound from
the movement of his wings. Seconds later Angela heard a slight
startled squeaking sound. She knew that the owl had seized his prey.
She
moved, on, her footsteps making no sound on the soft snow. In the
barn she could hear the cattle moving in their stalls. The chains
round their necks rattling and jangling against the walls.
She
reached the long low log pile. Bending over she selected a few and
placed them in the wicker willow trug she had carried over from the
house.
Moving
swiftly she turned to make her return journey to the house door. By
now she was extremely cold and her breath could be seen clearly in
the bright moonlight. She was wishing she had taken a moment to put
on her hat, gloves and scarf before she left the house.
The
trug hindered her return somewhat due to the weight of the logs. She
carried it using both hands; it felt as though it got heavier with
each step.
She
never understood why her father insisted on the logs being placed by
that particular wall instead of near the door. It was always Angela
who had to go out on cold nights to fetch logs in. Never could she
recall her father carrying out this task.
Angela
also had the task of cutting and stacking the logs. One time,
several years ago, she decided to move the log pile so that it was
easier and quicker to reach. A mistake she never repeated. He got
so angry and lashed out at her, striking her several times on the
face and head. He yelled at her over and over about how stupid she
was and that the logs had their place and that place was over by the
garden wall. It was a lesson she learned well, one which added to
many other similar events in her life.
She
could hear him yelling to her from inside the house so she picked up
her pace and hurried towards the light glowing through the door
window. She didn’t want him to get angry, she knew what could
happen if he did.
Angela
placed the heavy trug on the ground, opened the door and then carried
the trug in. He yelled at her to close the door, she was letting the
cold in. She quickly kicked the snow off her boots then closed the
door over.
He
was sitting, as usual, by the fire, his back to the doorway of the
room. He told her to get a move on, get the logs on the fire before
it went out. He called her lazy, stupid and hopeless. That she was
good for nothing, just like her dead mother.
At
that point, Angela lost all reason. She picked up a log walked
slowly and silently over to the chair and bashed it really hard down
on his bald head. She continued to bash him till the moaning and
groaning sounds stopped. He slumped to the floor. She calmly
stepped over him as he was lying, dying on the floor and stoked the
fire with the log.
Angela
felt that at last she was free. She went outside, got the barrow and
started moving the log pile over to beside the back door. Never
again on a cold clear frosty night would she have to walk the length
of the garden for logs. Never again.
As
for her father well pigs will eat anything won't they
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